..::Eagle spoke: Long ago, your kind and mine, created this world in accordance with the Mother's dream. It was created upon a not quite yet completely recovered physical expression of herself. Dimensions, and the filters between dimension, had not yet achieved their final steps for the balancing was not yet completed...Many times the openings between the worlds were allowed to be kept open.
For the most part those of your race were impatient and wanted to quickly emerge from their hovels beneath the surface of the newly forming earth. This new Fourth World, it was decided, was to be a place of free will. This condition was established in order that your kind might develop to its fullest potential without outside influence. There had been much changing of your species, which had expressed in many forms. This was due to work upon your embodiment by those who came from beyond the Sun::..
Robert Ghost Wolf
Winds of Change
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"Then for a season they wandered together in the glades of Lothlorien, until it was time for him to depart. And on the evening of Midsummer Aragorn Arathorn's son, and Arwen daughter of Elrond went to the fair hill, Cerin Amroth, in the midst of the land, and they walked unshod on the undying grass with elanor and niphredil about their feet. And there upon that hill they looked east to the Shadow and west to the Twilight, and they plighted their troth and were glad.
"And Arwen said: 'Dark is the Shadow and yet my heart rejoices; for you, Estel shall be among the great whose valour will destroy it.'
"But Aragorn answered 'Alas! I cannot foresee it, and how it may come to pass is hidden from me...the Shadow I utterly reject. But neither, lady, is the Twilight for me; for I a mortal, and if you will cleave to me, Evenstar, then the Twilight you must also renounce.'
"And she stood then as still as a white tree, looking into the West, and at last she said: 'I will cleave to you, Dunadan, and turn from the Twilight. Yet there lies the land of my people and the long home of all my kin."
J.R.R. Tolkien
APPENDICES - The Lord of the Rings
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Compline was now ended, and the monks all stood and came to mingle with the visiting sisters. The lovely Lady of the Tattoos, as Daryl had dubbed her, smiled gently at the priest, Father Michael.
'My apologies for our lateness, bon Pere,' she began, 'but we were interrupted by two errant visitors...' She moved aside, and the other sisters parted as well, to allow the two visitors to emerge from the crowd.
Father Michael's hands opened before him in a welcoming gesture. 'Brother Wolf Star! Such a stranger you have been! Welcome back, my son.'
Wolf Star allowed the bon pere to embrace him and kiss him on both cheeks, ala Francais. 'And who braved this long journey with you?'
Llew had attempted to comb his hair over his ears as much as possible, but wee tips still emerged. Wolf Star took his arm. 'Allow me to introduce a visitor from the Otherworld, near where my sister and I were found. He is, in fact, the grandson of a great king in their world.'
'Llew Llaw Gyffes, if it please Your Grace.' And young Llew did his very best to make a deep and most humble bow.
'Ah. I see.' Father Michael did indeed. 'Well. All travelers are welcome. Even Wolf Star and Sister Cecilia were Strangers from Afar at one time.'
'Indeed,' Cecilia smiled. 'Upon meeting Llew, he did refer to me as "Lady Cyfnither" in his tongue, or Milady Cousin.'
Daryl was watching the proceedings with great interest. Apparently, Pere Michael was well acquainted with guests from Other Worlds. And other Times, perhaps?
His gaze returned to Sister Cecilia. And remained there. The patron saint of music. Wolf Star's younger sister, obviously.
And...a Sister. Alas.
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'And just what did you do that for?'
Shannon was, Emlyn knew, quite put-out about her nascent romantic flirtation with Llew being nipped in the proverbial bud. But it had been for her own good. And Llew's as well.
Em appeared more sangfroid that she was. 'Why came you here, Shannon? I would hope that you don't travel thus for no great reason?'
'As do I,' Athena put in. 'My poor horse is getting a henchman's workout of late.'
The three had gathered at the gatehouse after the men had left. Emlyn figured that anything she and Shannon would discuss would lie safe with Athena, who also offered sage advice on occasion.
Just now, she offered tea in lieu of advice. Let these two have it out first, she reasoned, setting the tea tray down before the fire.
Shannon grabbed a mugful and waved a dismissive hand. 'Indeed I am here with...news. And, thank you Athena.'
Her eyes went to Emlyn as though locking on target.
She briefly sketched a glance at Athena, then back at Em, eyebrows raised in inquiry.
'Let's have it then. Anything you say to me, Athena will keep to herself.' Emlyn added honey and lemon to her steaming mug. 'And, I've found her to be of great help in most matters.'
'Very well.' Shannon sat forward. 'You're not going to believe this! As you know, I've been speaking with Allyn about...things.' Again with the leaping eyebrows. Em waved her on. 'All right; well, much I've learned. For one thing, Allyn's name is actually Alain, he is of French descent.'
'This is going somewhere?' Em couldn't help but ask.
'Mais oui.' Shannon took a sip of tea, miffed but still game. 'He thought it would seem more 'Keltic', for the band's sake.' She looked to Athena. 'The Blackpool Bards, you see.'
'Shannon! The point, if there is one?!' Em really needed some alone time. Soon.
'Yes. Well,' Shannon continued, 'It seems, that there is, or was, a certain legend hereabouts...that is, from Massachusetts up into Quebec, and beyond, including Nova Scotia.' She paused and sipped. 'No one is truly certain exactly where, but! The legend is, that there exists a cache of buried Templar treasure somewhere in the area. A treasure brought with them, after they were branded heretic and made outlaw, here to the New World.'
'Oh, Shannon, cherie, that is old news! Everyone has heard that tale!' Emlyn sat back, disappointed. 'All that Alex and Jeanne spoke of was Sir Henry Sinclair's discovery of the New World in the 12th century, long before Columbus.'
'The Chapel at Roslyn, in Scotland, is a holding of the Sinclairs, or St. Clair's.' Athena added, her voice sweet and low, meant to be soothing, 'And, it is full of Templar symbols. Scotland was one of the safer places to which they could escape, along with Portugal and the New World.'
'Yes!' Shannon nodded slowly. 'But that's not all. There is also, in old French and Brittany legends, a tale which describes the treasure; including not only jeweled swords and the like, but detailed geneologies of the Merovingians, and!' Shannon held up two fingers (ala Jean Baptiste)'-- The Holy Grail, as well!'
'This too, Alex had intimated.' Emlyn was becoming rather weary of this same old dance.
Shannon smiled then. She wasn't quite finished. She stood and went to the fireplace, putting a hand upon the heavy wooden mantle, and turned to face them.
'So you sent Llew off with Wolf Star to a monastery, you said. To save him from this Jezebel?' Shannon wasn't about to give it up easily.
Emlyn sighed, throwing her head back against the sofa.'You do not want to get involved with the Twyleth Teg. I can well understand the attraction of young Llew...but he is not a singular entity. Along with the son, you will always have the father.' Her head came forward as she stared hard at Shannon. 'Believe me, THAT, you do not want.'
'Yes, all right, it's really nothing, to me...' Shannon ran her fingers lightly along the mantle. 'However, you might be interested to know...in these old Quebec legends, (Alain's family is from Mont Real), that particular treasure, was rumoured to be secreted away in a certain well-hidden -- monastery!' Her eyebrows engaged in heroic acrobatics, '...In a great forest, somewhere in this general area!'
Emlyn looked at Athena then. They both seemed to agree that this, indeed, was news.
'Had you ever heard of this?' Em asked Athena, who shook her head slowly.
'I haven't.' She poured more tea. 'Nor had I any inkling that there was a monastery in the bois. In fact, I did not even know that Wolf Star had been raised by monks. The wolves, I knew about.'
Athena stood and began to gather the empty mugs upon the tray. 'However, when Wolf Star told me about being nurtured by a she-wolf, oh, yes!' She felt their unbelieving gaze upon her, 'He did indeed. Anyway, he did say that their den had been situated far back in a cave somewhere. Possibly the monastery is nearby.'
She took the tray to the kitchen.
All sat silent for a time, pondering this tale, this new assault on reason.
Athena returned. 'He also said that he'd spoken to an old medicine man who had told him that he was likely related to the First People, who had emerged from the Twilight World of the under-earth and were half human beings, and half Elder Race; those who had came from the skies to earth, after their world had been destroyed in antiquity.'
'Interesting...' Emlyn mused. 'Tales of the Twyleth Teg, the Fair Folk, are also related to this, that their kind had 'fallen' from Elsewhere and were trapped between worlds here.' She frowned in thought.
'Also, one hears tales in history of the Americas about blond or red-haired natives who were of great stature, leaving skeletons 9 feet tall and more. The Indian tribes here then avoided them and some made war against them.'
Shannon returned to her seat and regarded the others.
'This is especially intriguing news, with the men off to a monastery, sequestered far away in the great northwoods.'
'Indeed.' Em leaned her head upon her hand, thinking. It had seemed the perfect idea, to send wee Llew off to visit the monks with Wolf Star, surely one couldn't get up to much mischief in a monastery. But now... 'Now, I wonder...' Emlyn pondered, '...exactly what they are up to there.'
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Daryl slept hard that night, and dreamed deep.
He dreamt of running fleet and strong on four legs, paws barely touching the earth, and as he ran, he knew he was not alone, another ran beside him, his mate, as swift as he, their breaths making puffs in the scintillating night air.
This was freedom. This was how he could become his true self, he now knew. He became a part of it all, under the diamond sky; Sister Moon shining her milky light above them was all they needed, their preternatural senses a-spark with subtle nuance all about them, speaking to them of forest secrets.
His mate nipped at him, a love bite about the ruff around his strong neck, and he growled in answer, nosing her off her feet and they rolled and gamboled in the soft ferns and grasses; he played gently and let her dominate him, he rolled over, belly up as he pawed at her. Then he was up and over her, jaws between her neck and shoulders, as he lay hard upon her, and they lay together then, sides heaving as they drank in the night and knew that they were safe here, in their own territory, as they were meant to be.
As he was meant to be.
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Bells. Again.
Suddenly Daryl was hearing bells. Why?
He opened his eyes. The bells! He frowned. Who let Quasimodo loose?
Daryl groaned, seeing the morning light barely breaking through the wee window set in the stone walls. Such a fabulous dream he'd had...something very wild and free. He breathed deeply, expecting to smell rain-fresh fields, but no, just the scent of cold stone. Yet, he had to admit there was also a not unwelcome whiff of yeasty brewing, as well as baking bread...
He arose slowly. Diosa, but he was stiff and sore!
Every part of his body ached or was scratched up by thorns and branches, even an ankle was wrapped up around some bruising. His last dose of laudanum must have finally worn off...he'd gotten through yesterday fairly well, but now...now, was a different story.
And yet -- last night, he knew he had run like the wind.
That thought faded fast however, as Daryl sat up groaning. He wondered where his clothes, and coat were. And where the little brown bottle was? He half-shook his head; no, now was a good time to just tough it out, get it out of his system.
Any movement was 10 kinds of hell, though.
He looked about him. Maybe Brother Sebastian had more willow bark tea at least. Or perhaps grew poppies in a greenhouse?
--'Yee-ikes!' Daryl started, as a large black missle landed beside him. Purring. And kneading the blankets.
'Melchizedek.' The cat raised his grinning green eyes to Daryl's.
He gingerly put out a hand and stroked the soft ebony fur, sending the purr into a deeper octave.
'Beware of making friends with Melchizedek.' Brother Sebastian appeared, no doubt summoned by Daryl's yelp. 'You may wind up finding him on your doorstep one day. How are you this morning?'
'Eh, some better, some worse. Head doesn't hurt as much, but the rest of me seems to have been beaten with an ugly stick.' Diosa be thanked there were no mirrors here. 'Is there any of that willow bark left?'
Sebastian smiled. 'There is. Join me in the lab?'
Daryl slipped into his robe and cowl, sandals, and slowly, creakily limped into the outer room. It appeared to be something of a laboratory, galley and herbal drying room; plants hung from rafters above while Daryl identified a couple of small copper stills amongst the rambling assortment of chemist paraphernalia.
He took a seat out of the way whilst Sebastian boiled water for tea. The monk then came over and seated himself before Daryl, taking hold of his bruised and bandaged ankle, hefting it onto his knees.
He gently felt about the ankle, noticing the wincing Daryl couldn't help. 'Still quite sore?' Daryl nodded.
'It should stay wrapped for a while, a week at least.' He nodded to a corner where various sticks were propped. 'Should you have need, there are canes available.'
Daryl hoped it wouldn't come to that. 'I'll be all right.' He paused. 'I dreamed of running, last night. Running fast, on four legs.'
Brother Sebastian stood, taking up the boiling kettle and pouring hot water into a large mug. 'Indeed?' He asked, setting a clay disc atop the mug, to keep in the warmth.
'Yes. It was quite a shock to awaken to find myself with only one and a half good legs.'
Sebastian smiled briefly, handing Daryl the tea.
'I met Wolf Star only recently, through a mutual friend,' Daryl continued. 'It seems he is well-acquainted with the brothers here. And the sisters.' Daryl attempted a small sip.
Brother Sebastian sighed, and resumed his seat by Daryl. 'Yes. He and Sister Cecilia were found by us.
As small children, many years ago now. I was not here then, but all know the story. Wolf Star went his own way in the world, but Cecilia stayed, and became a Sister, in our sister community, at the nunnery of St.Agnes, nearby.'
Daryl sipped his tea, running his hands over the smooth stones in the wall. 'They're all so smooth. River rocks?'
'That's correct.' Brother Sebastian nodded. 'This place was built with stones from Wolf Creek, which is more of a river, now. I am guessing you came up the waterway from the south, which runs into Wolf Creek. Had you approached from the north, you wouldn't have gotten so...torn up.'
Daryl smiled ruefully. 'I was trying to outrun a bear.'
'Ha!' Sebastian slapped his thighs as he stood. 'Well! That explains it! It's a good thing you got away, that's the main thing.'
'I'm off to my chores.' He regarded Daryl closely. 'Come on into the kitchen for something to eat when you're ready. You've missed the morning meal, but there's always bread, cheese and eggs. St.Agnes boasts some of the most delicious sheep cheeses, and they keep hens as well. Our habits have been woven from their wool. We, in turn, keep an apiary, and supply the honey and mead. And beer of course, we grow our own hops and barley. We keep the Lord's creatures, and they keep us, cultivate the land and share its bounty.'
'It sounds like heaven on earth...' Daryl's gaze was far away. He broke from his reverie and looked up at Brother Sebastian. 'I enjoyed Compline last evening.
The ceremony, the chanting. And the sisters joining in were a delight.'
'Aye, they are indeed.' A real smile from Sebastian this time. 'We are practising together for celebration on All Saints Day soon. We are always happy to have you join us. The sisters will be there with us again later today.'
'I shall be there.' Daryl couldn't wait.
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Daryl knew he hadn't been able to get much information from Brother Sebastian just by dropping loaded hints.
He'd inquired about the kitchen, but the monks working there had informed him that Wolf Star was staying with his sister, Sister Cecilia, at St.Agnes's.
Daryl took his apple, cheese and bread along with a water bag, outside with him.
He wandered from the kitchen into a walled herb garden, close by the vegetable patch. Good idea, he thought, to plant the herbs and vegetables close to the kitchen. He noticed that the large rock wall he'd encountered on the fateful stormy night of his arrival, stretched all about the monastery, and St. Agnes's as well, he imagined. Also necessary for keeping out deer and other marauders. Like bear.
And wolf.
Daryl limped around, attempting to get a look at St. Agnes's. It must be within seeing distance, he reasoned, as he alternately bit into apple, cheese and rye roll. It was good cheese. There must be sheep about somewhere...
St.Agnes, he knew, was patroness of young girls, victims of rape, virgins, and even of the Girl Scouts.
She was famous for her purity and choosing a life of dedication to le bon Dieu, refusing to marry.
No wonder Daryl was infatuated. Forbidden fruit, the tasting of which never did turn out well. Daryl told himself he would merely worship from afar.
But, he didn't believe himself, knowing his track record.
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Somehow, Daryl had managed to fall asleep again late that afternoon. He'd returned to the small bed in the infirmary, after limping about the grounds to no avail; too many tall trees about where the fields hadn't been cleared for cultivation. He'd try to circumnavigate the place again later; but putting too much stress on his ankle was causing it to throb painfully.
To his chagrin, it was twilight when he awoke. Bells again...then the sound of chant caught his ear. Softly it stole through the walled corridors, calling him.
He was missing it! Up he rose and smoothed his habit as best he could, slipped sandals on, and limped hurriedly to chapel...
..“Let my prayer rise like incense before you, O Lord! The lifting up of my hands like an evening offering!”
The monks chanted, as the priest swung the incense in censer before them.
Daryl took a seat in the rear, near to where the sisters soon would be, he'd hoped. He recognised that it wasn't as late as he'd thought, only Vespers now, not Compline yet. The darkness without heralded another storm. Still, he had hopes.
Once more, with bowed head, he drifted off into a meditative state, entranced by the drone of Latin, like the drone of bees the monks kept...recalling his dream of the night before, running free and wild under the silvered moon, and felt himself falling into a deep reverie...
And, again, just as before, Daryl came to himself upon hearing the lilt of the nun's sweet singing:
Tomorrow shall be my dancing day;
I would my true love did so chance
To see the legend of my play,
To call my true love to my dance;
Sing, oh! my love, oh! my love, my love, my love,
This have I done for my true love
Then was I born of a virgin pure,
Of her I took fleshly substance
Thus was I knit to man's nature
To call my true love to my dance.
Sing, oh! my love, oh! my love, my love, my love,
This have I done for my true love...
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Oh, sublime sweetness! Daryl's eyes became misty. His gaze remained riveted upon Sister Cecilia in the front row. His throat was tight as he became transported by the old sweet hymn...Tomorrow Shall Be My Dancing Day.
He swallowed and attempted to sing along with the monks as they traded verses with the sisters, and then all joined together under Brother Louis' direction.
Such a hymn they'd chosen! Daryl was astonished by the power of its simplicity. Brother Louis knew what he was doing, it seemed; he did not turn the lovely old hymn into a jig by speeding it up, but allowed it to flow softly, and by stretching out the chorus of, 'Oh, my love, my lovvve...' it became an entreaty of the Lover for the Beloved. Plaintive and longing. It was utterly sublime. Rumi would have loved it, Daryl thought.
He sighed then, Daryl did, his heart full. However, he soon felt the weight of a hard gaze upon him. He noticed Wolf Star, staring at him, frowning. He knew the man had been watching him. Daryl had wished to speak with him earlier, to meet Llew then, and tell them how he'd found this place by accident.
What must he be thinking, Wolf Star, brother of the sweet Cecilia? Had she, the wolf, become now the Lamb?
And what thought he of Daryl, then? That Daryl had wolfish designs upon her, a pure and dedicated soul, under the protection of St.Agnes, defender of virgins?
Daryl had once again woven quite a tangled knot about himself. He wondered if even Holy Mother Mary could unravel this one...
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